heyhey ! i've n0t blogged for a l0ng time . well . iie have al0t to share today . hmm . iie just realised that despiting us living in such a perfect world . whereby everyone we see every day is just so normal . walking . talking . laughing . all these is just so common to yoo . right ? bud . today . iie realised it wasnt s0 for some people . iie had NYAA today . and im really glad that iie joined . we went to YMCA today to help the beneficiaries .amongst these people  , some couldn't walk , they cant write . they dont know who is who . they cant even eat themselves . they cant communicate with people . they cant tell ppl whad they wan . bud their laughter is so real . their happiness is so real , its so real that yoo will know that the happiness comes from right down the bottom of their heart . having a few hours spent with them . my childhood dream came back to me . i had always ambitioned to become a volunteering worker . i wanted to help the less fortunate . a day spent with them made me really happy . the satisfaction is really beyond what i can express using words . the feeling is so wonderful . and . they were really happy . hees ! there was this guy iie was taking care of . ii shall n0t name him out . lets just call him J . J is sitting on a wheelchair . and his mental state is n0t very stable . when iie asked him how old he was . he told miie he was 5 . and iie asked again . he said 1 . being curioused and confused . iie asked him again if he was sure he's one . he nodded . s0 iie dint chase him after his real age knowing that he was mentally unstable . and . xiuyu and i took care of him for the day . well . for a period of time he was really sad . cos they were supp0sed to make a card . everyone else had a photo except him . his mum f0rg0t to packed it in for him . so he was really moody and did n0t ans to anyone who spoke to him . so one of the permanant stuffs took him for a walk . when he came back . he was happy . what we did was special . everyone else made one for themselves . except for J . J made one f0r his friend . bud he did n0t know his friend's name . apparantly . the friend's name was BY . bud J insisted that his name was Alvin instead . well . n0t wanting to disappoint him , we went in his way . he was really happy . iie took him to a walk with xiuyu . after that was lunch . so we went to eat with Eileen, Kaixin, Yinhui, Peijun, Jeannie and Gilbert . with 2 other beneficiaries . we had fun tgt =) well . thats about it . iie just had a fun day . although it was raining on the outside . bud our hearts were filled with the sunshine .

*_boy.iloveyoo_*

todayy is the first dayy of sku of the week uh . today is tuesday . al0t of ppl never come to sku today . c0s today is no maths day ? or is it cos its 3 period chem day ? its always like this when it comes to tuesday . bud today  is definitely one of the worse . 9 people wasnt here . joachim , weilun , pei li , jess , haziqah , fangli , shuting , chewyi and one m0re . iie f0rg0t who it is liaos . haas . bad omen uh? >.< dhens ms yong came in the morning to ask miie to pass the notice to the dancers cos tmr derhs time change lerhs . OH WELL . dhens tdy ms wang went f0r spa practical . so she wasnt in class . in total we only had 2 lessons . POA and GEOG . today is really very slack . haas . dhens aft sku went to wm with GIO and BEELENG . haas . BEELENG was like thinking wadd t0 buyy f0r SUIHANG barhs . c0s their first month . hees . lalala . dhens sis came to fetch miie ad wm there . she bought food for miie luhs . and iie saw cousinZIHUI >.< . he tot iie was waiting for my boyfriend . I DONT HAVE UH! alright . shall end here tdy . LOVES

`_even if the rain  make this city go hay wire, i'll still hold yoo close_#